I Love you, Bro..

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My dear brother,
I dedicate it to you.
I am younger to you,
But you, I love you more.
You saw me all along my childhood
I was very small, from then you love me.
You never said, “I LOVE YOU ”
But your care said it all.
When I cried, I saw a pain in your eyes.
The grief which was smirking inside.
It made me feel, You love me a lot.
When I was in tension
I saw the wrinkles on your forhead
You lied it to a headache.
But I knew it was my tensions responsible.
We were fighting as hell,
During the time, I may have said, ” I hated you”
But you know what the truth is,
I love you as my life
I can’t think it without you, any while.
I miss those days,
When we were close to each other.
Then you went off in the sky,
And I was left, thinking of you,
My bro.
You became the star, somewhere upside
And still I stare up above, to see your smile.
Still I pray, for your happiness.
Still I hope, you become the glory of the dark sky.
Still I believe
You love your tiny little sister as you did before…
~Vivti

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Kolkata, the city of joy!

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दिन के शुरू होते ही घर में भागा दौड़ी का सिलसिला शुरू हो गया था । आखीर पापा ने कहा था “तैयार रहना, दो बजे निकलना है। ” मानो पापा की बात को टालने वाला आज तक बना ही नहीं । हम अकसर उन्हें तुगलक कहा करते थे लेकिन अब समझ आता है, उनकी हर डाट डपट की वजह बस हमें सही राह दिखाने का था। जब वह अपने ताव में होते, तो मां भी बचाने नहीं आया करती ,माँ की ममता भी पापा के गुस्से के आगे हार जाती। सुबह से तैयारियों में लगी माँ जब मुझे उठाने को आयी, तब नींद में मैंने कहा “क्या है माँ, सोने दो ना ।” तब उसने कहा ” सो ले बेटा, जब वक्त आएगा तो तू भी हमारे तरह जागा करेगी। ” मानो माँ की बातों का कोई असर नहीं पङा करता था।
दोपहर के दो बजने को आए थे। और आदेशानुसार सब तैयार थे। पापा ने बताया कि हम कलकत्ता जा रहे थे। फिर तो खुशी का ठिकाना नहीं रहा था। हम सब वहां रात में पहुंचे। आराम करने के बाद सुबह से घुमने निकल गए।
घुमते हुए समय कब पार हो जाता पता भी नहीं चलता। कलकत्ता, एक सहर जहा की मिठाईयों की खुशबू पूरे दुनिया में फैली हुई हैं। जहां की व्यंजन लोगों को अपनी ओर आकर्षित करते है। हूगली नदी के ऊपर बने सेतु ही उस सहर की गरीमा थी। आज भी वह सफर बहत याद आती है। एक दिन जब मैं वहां गयी थी
उसकी वादियों ने मुझे स्वीकारा
उस दिन अहसास हुआ
यह सहर लाजवाब यू ही नहीं था। कुछ बात तो थी।

~Vivti

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Maa…

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माँ तू सबसे प्यारी है
तेरी महीमा न्यारी है
मेरे लिए तू भगवान है
जाने किस किस के लिए तू संसार है
तेरे होने से मेरी दुनिया कायम है
तेरा ना होना किसी के लिए नुकसान है
जब मययसर ना होते हम
तब जगती है तू
चाहती हम सबको तू बा – दस्तूर
तेरा शुक्रिया करे तो कैसे करे?
तेरे अहसान का कोई मुकाबला नहीं
मेरे लिए तू खूदा की इनायत है
तू साथ ना रहे, ऐसा एक सवेरा ना हो
तू दूर जाए, ऐसा एक पहर ना हो
खूदा से आखिरी उम्मीद बस यही है
हमारी इस सुकून को किसी की नज़र ना लगे
जहां तेरे गोद में सर रख कर सब दर्द भूलते है
जहां हर मुसीबत में तुझे याद करते है हम
जहां तू हमें खूद से ज्यादा चाहती है
जहां अपने पहले हमें निवाला देती है
जहां बस तू है
और बस तू है “माँ”
-वीवती~

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Be Strong..

 

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I remember the days, when I was your bae. When we talked day and night and you remained in the range of my sight. I remember every promise of yours, which stated “Only you rule my heart of course”.
I remember every memory given my you. May be sweet or sour. The wounds you gave are now healed. But the recap goes on here.
I remember a day, when you were here. In my home. You and me alone. I still regret those days, when I believed you like you were my only world.
That day you entered my room, my voice shivers whenever the hazzy picture of that day repeats in my mind. You kissed me, I was so much indulged in you, you carcassed every body part of mine. I remember I was lying nude in front of you. Like a prey. Like a helpless girl.
The level of blindness I crossed in love. I remember it and sometimes regret too.
Coz, you left that room. I was screaming, I was yelling. But you were gone. And most probably, you never looked back at me.
You never returned as I was one night stand for you.
The mosaic rewind of that day, regularly repeats in the cassette of my past life.
That day I lost many things beyond. I lost you, though now I turned 26 and I don’t regret loosing you.
Most importantly I lost myself. The helpless me lying beside you, was always responsible for the lost confidence beneath. But some heavenly friends ,and supporting family along with time healed it.
Today I am a doctor, my name is prefixed with Dr. This is to inform you that you preyed a strong girl that day.
By the way I thank you. Beacause you left and I realised that I was important for me. And my career was important to slap this society with a reply when they start to talk nonsense shits like “You reached marraigable age, but who will marry you, you are no more virgin. ”
And today the strong me reply them with “I don’t need a man who will rely on my hole, to marry me. Coz I am self dependent. ”
-Vivti~

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Kiss

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KISS
Actually a verb.
A verb which contains all the feelings in itself.
Kiss is a verb, a soft touch of lips to any body part is a kiss. It may be forhead, eyes, cheeks, arms, neck, shoulder or lips.
It’s a way of expressing love.
My mom kisses me to do the same.
The dad kisses me to express his love.
My brother kisses me to make me feel safe.
My bestie kisses me, to assure that she’s always there.
A kiss isno way a mechanism including lust. It’s just a way, one express and the other feel.
A man dedicates to his better half.
My kisses are not the sign of lust,
Neither you should compare it with thirst.
It’s like, I am in love with you,
I am always there for you,
I will always protect you,
It’s just my heart interacting with you.
And it gives me a clue,
That you love me too.
When I am here with you,
While talking, we shimmer into us.
When my lips touches yours,
When we both close our eyes.
Then I breathe in seeing your innocence.
I feel secured that you are only mine.
And that one kiss assures that you love me as much as I do…
-Vivti~

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I am not a Target!

 

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Dear Society,
I request a thing.
Infact a very important thing.
I am observing from many days,
You are interfering in every aspects.
I know, you are very impatient,
But trust me I am having my own parents.
My dressing sense never bothers them,
But you are always tensed.
By your sweet melodious taunts,
Which always use to haunt.
It’s not like only I suffer,
Many of the people do utter.
They too get bore,
While you snore.
If I am with a guy,
It’s not important that I am going to fly.
He may be my brother, friend ,best friend maybe boyfriend.
I don’t understand,
Why the rumors spread.
I am talking on the streets,
Not sleeping with him.
I am discussing something,
Not asking a visit.
I may be forgetting something,
But you always remember everything.
I know.
My grades need to be higher.
My weight needs to be lower.
My stomach needs to be flatter.
My wallet needs to be fatter.
My skin needs to be fairer.
My teeth needs to be whiter.
My face needs to be prettier.
And,
My skirt needs to be longer.
I know you can’t ever change,
But no worry.
I am free off your chains,
Today I claim.
-Vivti~

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Stop Violence!

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She was with him,
To be loved, was her only dream.
God knows, why she chose him,
A lots of men, were able to continue her to grin.
The smile on her face, faded away,
She was abused at every two or three days.
One mistake, and she was slapped,
She accepted, coz he was a psychopath.
His wife should be perfect, so he sparred,
Irony was, he never noticed her scars.
Dresses were to hide her wounds,
Still he talked rude.
Dear Men,
Your wife is not a material,
For her, you should be an ethereal.
She walked with you,
In every ups and lows.
She deserves a lot more,
Coz she loves you, by core.
Why always she is meant to compromise?
Being a man, you too can act wise.
She never complains,
But her eyes, always rain.
She didn’t remember, when she smiled last,
She just hopes, today you don’t blast.
Being yours, she shouldn’t be scared of you,
But how’s it possible.
You always gift her shrews.
She isn’t weak to slap you aback,
She tolerates, coz you are a part of her cardiac.
Her silence should never be underestimated,
Beyond limits, everything is hated.
Just imagine.
Being in this stage,
She cares for you, like menage.
Then if you love her, and she feels loved,
She really won’t leave you unloved..
-Vivti~

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